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A view of how my Alien-Hybrid imagination stumbles through this existence via rough sketches and ideas.
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I should be doing so much more with myself.
Shit makes me sick. Sick in the way that I've literally wasted Six years of my life.
I'm recalling past relationships with friends and former partners, and I am stunned at how little I've changed.
In six years, these people have managed to accomplish what would take me another ten years to do.
College, occupations, vehicles, housing, traveling.
You're going to Hong-Kong for three months.
You're just graduating community college and transferring to university to accomplish your music career.
You're returning home from a tour in South Korea, but first you'll take two weeks to travel around Eur
Life and Other Squanderings
BestBuy broke up with me. Not recently. Like, a week ago, or something. BestBuy said they weren't making enough money, so they broke up with me. How nice of BestBuy to do that. Because I'm not down with no scrubs. So I'm happy they made that decision for me. I wouldn't have been able to. I would've stuck it out until one of us committed suicide.
Anyway. Yeah. I'm without a job. Whats been almost two weeks feels like a month. I didn't officially know what day it was until I turned on my computer. I never check the time without consulting my computer first. Does anyone else ever do that? My desktop, is literally next to my bed. When I'm feelin
MUTHUHFUCKINJOURNAL
Its Thanksgiving.
And I'm working from Midnight(friday) to 1pm. HEEEE 13 HOURS.
Realization
There has been an overwhelming sense of committing failure lately. And I've heard that failure is humility; humility makes us more human.
When you live and breathe in an environment like this, you feel less and less as a human and more like a drone.
Kids in my middle school 8th grade classes had gone beyond dreaming by verbally finalizing what they would be doing ten years from now.
I'm 22. And I'm still wondering what I'm going to be tomorrow. Its times like these that I wish for anarchy.
When I day dream, I imagine myself living in a rustic cottage some where in Ireland. Under a different sky. I don't know much about Europe. And I'm ign
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